when i loved you everything changed

can i say that i love you?

if i say that your only my friend.. i would say that your my special one.. you make me loved you. you showed me life, trust and loyalty. you touched my hand and make my mind go blank.. you certainly know how to make people laugh. you show laughters, funny faces, jokes.. you make yourself stupid just to make people smile. i smile for you cause i love you.. since we were away.. we didnt contact each other.. when you teached me magic and flourish..i loved you so much then you left me alone.. you left your friend, you left your own student. then i fall in love with this guy. he was caring, sweet, knows how i feel. but i still wont forget about my teacher and also a friend :)

it's just when i'm with him, i feel warm.. when i touch his hands, butterflies flew around in the air. i thought i was dreaming that day.. but i wasn't, it was a real fantasy.. i cared about him. but now we always fight with each other.. and i know other people is having a worser relationship than me.