hey peeps :)
i had the suprising night today, yea.. he asked me out, he asked me if i wanted to go out with him again. omygod. ofcourse i said yess. and he'll confirm when. ohh.. i can't wait for the day. how muched i missed to go out with him. some people think that it's just necassary and it'll never come true. they say we're lame. but inside, they don't know, thay we're actually living this way, and our own personalities, wanting what we desire. if we believe in true love, then we'll make it true. for me, if i try to make my relationship with him even better, i'll ask him, what does he like inside a girl. then change your self so that he's more interested in you. but the more honourable is that a boy likes the way the girl is and keeps inside all the ruins. that's how i want a truly boy that i desire. look in the mirror. and see, why must you change, and still your are perfect for who you are, not for the one's that want's famous. so figure it out, if you want to be more than wealth, be it. cause i'm staying as the old umie, who wants happiness in the world :)
thanks for reading. <3 loved you so much :))
Friday, November 6, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
loving someone that's so special to me
loving him
love exists in every person's life, same as me.. i'm telling a story of mine, i started to believe in love and i wished that i would make my love more longer and stronger than anyone else. However, this man, almost broke my heart for making me jealous all the time, i told him already, if he wants a girl that is more than me, than go ahead, i just don't want that girl is broken hearted because of him. making him loving me is one big task. I'm telling the truth, but since i talked about his big talent, that is, magic. i keep wanting to talk about him, he asked me something .. he asked if i wanted to learn flourish and magic. what else can i say.. i answered in excited voice, "yess! absolutely!!" he was happy, and i was happy too. we were both happy and excited. then we met in a mall. he thought me magic , flourish , focus and many things, we laughed, we enjoyed.. i told stories, he told about his life. we both have the same interest. he wanted to school to jerudong international school (JIS) same as me.. we were so having fun together. it was the first time we met, but we looked like we have seen before for a long time. he teached me magic and flourish soft and smoothly with his daring hands. when he touched my hands, i was shocked and try to feel his hand softly. he watched a movie with me, which was awkward for me, cause we were not even in a relationship. i rested near his shoulder, and he came closer next to me head. it was romantic for me.. when we went out from the cinema , we had a rest and sitting near with each other. he looked at me, and i shyly took out his decks, and i purposely changed the topic. he seemed to be unhappy, but then i told him that i was too interested on magic and flourish and then his smile came and we were both happy. he teached me so hard, and i do respect him. when he started to feel hungry, he bought a burger, and he asked me if i wanted too, but i said i was full. we sat down and i watched him eating and he started to tell me stories, we laughed together, we shared laughters.he told me, some people thought we were couples, and we lauhged, but inside, i felt shy, and i wanted that to happen, i wanted to be with him. but he doesn't know. i kept it inside so that he still want's to be my friend.he showed me his brother, his friends, his mother, and i ws getting used to it. i tried to smile and not be nervous in front of his relatives, and i did. he told everyone that i can do magic,he was a wonderful friend, not just any friend, a friend that i loved all this time. .when it's time for me to go home, he said it was too early for me to go.. i wanted to stay long, anything in the world, i would want to stay there with him, but i don't want my parents to be mad and dissapointed. so i tried to cheer him up a little.. when i said goodbye, i just don't want to let him go.. i stepped into the car and watched him goback inside. i came back home, and guess what, he changed his status and posted "i'm teaching umie magic and flourish..i had fun :)" ohh god, i cried, i wanted to go back and have fun with him again, it was a wonderful time with him. but when things get worse, an we barely contact and see each other again, i felt sad, i don't want him to fade his love towards me. i just wanted him to love me the way i am.. i sometimes feel alone without him, if i feel sad, he'll ask me why.. and why must i cry when his there for me.. everytime i go to the place that i went with him, i would search for him, if his there. and i would look around for him, sometimes, i feel a bit sad and dissapointed, because i can't see him anymore.. just wish a boy or a girl that you loved so much and turned to be yours an truly yours forever. how would you feel? for me, i would feel happy, excited, i would feel remarkably spactacular girl in the whole world. and keep on loving, even if it hurts, let it out, cry if you want, there's another chance for you love and courage, dont give up, stay where you want and let the one's you love come to you, and be the rite one. believing on the one's you love, and let them believe in you. i love you all for reading and want to hear my story, share your stories with me, if you have time, please, comment to me, i would be happy to hear.. :) be happy and don't loose your smile, cause your smile is the one that makes love more brighter inside. thanks for reading, your welcomed to comment anytime ~miss magician & mr magician~
love exists in every person's life, same as me.. i'm telling a story of mine, i started to believe in love and i wished that i would make my love more longer and stronger than anyone else. However, this man, almost broke my heart for making me jealous all the time, i told him already, if he wants a girl that is more than me, than go ahead, i just don't want that girl is broken hearted because of him. making him loving me is one big task. I'm telling the truth, but since i talked about his big talent, that is, magic. i keep wanting to talk about him, he asked me something .. he asked if i wanted to learn flourish and magic. what else can i say.. i answered in excited voice, "yess! absolutely!!" he was happy, and i was happy too. we were both happy and excited. then we met in a mall. he thought me magic , flourish , focus and many things, we laughed, we enjoyed.. i told stories, he told about his life. we both have the same interest. he wanted to school to jerudong international school (JIS) same as me.. we were so having fun together. it was the first time we met, but we looked like we have seen before for a long time. he teached me magic and flourish soft and smoothly with his daring hands. when he touched my hands, i was shocked and try to feel his hand softly. he watched a movie with me, which was awkward for me, cause we were not even in a relationship. i rested near his shoulder, and he came closer next to me head. it was romantic for me.. when we went out from the cinema , we had a rest and sitting near with each other. he looked at me, and i shyly took out his decks, and i purposely changed the topic. he seemed to be unhappy, but then i told him that i was too interested on magic and flourish and then his smile came and we were both happy. he teached me so hard, and i do respect him. when he started to feel hungry, he bought a burger, and he asked me if i wanted too, but i said i was full. we sat down and i watched him eating and he started to tell me stories, we laughed together, we shared laughters.he told me, some people thought we were couples, and we lauhged, but inside, i felt shy, and i wanted that to happen, i wanted to be with him. but he doesn't know. i kept it inside so that he still want's to be my friend.he showed me his brother, his friends, his mother, and i ws getting used to it. i tried to smile and not be nervous in front of his relatives, and i did. he told everyone that i can do magic,he was a wonderful friend, not just any friend, a friend that i loved all this time. .when it's time for me to go home, he said it was too early for me to go.. i wanted to stay long, anything in the world, i would want to stay there with him, but i don't want my parents to be mad and dissapointed. so i tried to cheer him up a little.. when i said goodbye, i just don't want to let him go.. i stepped into the car and watched him goback inside. i came back home, and guess what, he changed his status and posted "i'm teaching umie magic and flourish..i had fun :)" ohh god, i cried, i wanted to go back and have fun with him again, it was a wonderful time with him. but when things get worse, an we barely contact and see each other again, i felt sad, i don't want him to fade his love towards me. i just wanted him to love me the way i am.. i sometimes feel alone without him, if i feel sad, he'll ask me why.. and why must i cry when his there for me.. everytime i go to the place that i went with him, i would search for him, if his there. and i would look around for him, sometimes, i feel a bit sad and dissapointed, because i can't see him anymore.. just wish a boy or a girl that you loved so much and turned to be yours an truly yours forever. how would you feel? for me, i would feel happy, excited, i would feel remarkably spactacular girl in the whole world. and keep on loving, even if it hurts, let it out, cry if you want, there's another chance for you love and courage, dont give up, stay where you want and let the one's you love come to you, and be the rite one. believing on the one's you love, and let them believe in you. i love you all for reading and want to hear my story, share your stories with me, if you have time, please, comment to me, i would be happy to hear.. :) be happy and don't loose your smile, cause your smile is the one that makes love more brighter inside. thanks for reading, your welcomed to comment anytime ~miss magician & mr magician~
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
fancies and nightmares
marchove lettale , most likely known as the ancient monesty and that has been secretly hidden in many names.. he who has lived alone for about 6 years, and lived with no family. He didn't agree on what other people want him to do. When he left the town , he decided to move to a big country known as in this time of age 'NEW YORK CITY' . Actually, he didn't fit well in the country, cause people keep staring at him, no one has ever spoke to him. He slept inside a old small crappy house, which was not comfortable for his type. However, he had no choice.
fantacy never existed in those days.. thats how marchove lettale started to lift his dreams and wanted to be more man liked and want people want to know him more. Nature past by him, Geography , physics, science, literature, haven't gave interest on him. Quitely well, he then started tu write his own journal and tried what he has in mind. He thaught about his young age, when he was resting near the fire place where he placed his nut cracker near his fathers arm chair. Tears fall down his cheeks and started to write. He knew that it was his first time, but the hope inside hasn't fade until now. He wanted some magical happening came around the world, and it did. He sold many types of books. For al this years, he wrote stuffs about fantacy and magical happenings for children like our age, he wanted to bright the world and make it more colourful.
Even fantacy you choose has every nightmare. He was walking near the bshes and it was raining that time, he had to run fast, but he felt weaker. He knew if he stayed longer in the rain, he could get sick. Lonely night cames, and not even one person wanted to help him. It was a tragedic thing that he tried to find. His paper works were all wet and he left if half dried and half wet. A horrible nightmare. He didn't knew what was nightmare for and what it is. Then, the first morning, at home, he took out pieces of papers, and a quilt. and thats when his books was sold up to 1 000 000 US dollars . He sold the nightmares eddition cause it was rarely done. And time goes by, when marchove lettale died in a car accident on the 1998. His books was neatly put inside him grave and some of it was sent to the nextly emire and the museum.
The story for this is, he makes life fantacy, but his thoughts are more than that. He could eve kill a person if they gets too near to him. A violency of a man, could be more dangerous than any others. He then was called "redloesse vampire"
hope you enjoy
fantacy never existed in those days.. thats how marchove lettale started to lift his dreams and wanted to be more man liked and want people want to know him more. Nature past by him, Geography , physics, science, literature, haven't gave interest on him. Quitely well, he then started tu write his own journal and tried what he has in mind. He thaught about his young age, when he was resting near the fire place where he placed his nut cracker near his fathers arm chair. Tears fall down his cheeks and started to write. He knew that it was his first time, but the hope inside hasn't fade until now. He wanted some magical happening came around the world, and it did. He sold many types of books. For al this years, he wrote stuffs about fantacy and magical happenings for children like our age, he wanted to bright the world and make it more colourful.
Even fantacy you choose has every nightmare. He was walking near the bshes and it was raining that time, he had to run fast, but he felt weaker. He knew if he stayed longer in the rain, he could get sick. Lonely night cames, and not even one person wanted to help him. It was a tragedic thing that he tried to find. His paper works were all wet and he left if half dried and half wet. A horrible nightmare. He didn't knew what was nightmare for and what it is. Then, the first morning, at home, he took out pieces of papers, and a quilt. and thats when his books was sold up to 1 000 000 US dollars . He sold the nightmares eddition cause it was rarely done. And time goes by, when marchove lettale died in a car accident on the 1998. His books was neatly put inside him grave and some of it was sent to the nextly emire and the museum.
The story for this is, he makes life fantacy, but his thoughts are more than that. He could eve kill a person if they gets too near to him. A violency of a man, could be more dangerous than any others. He then was called "redloesse vampire"
hope you enjoy
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